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[madisyn mitchell]

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS, MADISYN,

BECAUSE I'M COUNTING EVERY LIE.

I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought logically, we're wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesn't mean that you can't scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us, you fucked our trust. Now watch me thrust this knife called lust into my chest until it bursts.

»THATBOYTHATGIRL«
You say we're both little people and you like it that way ``absolute closest [0/1]
But in time I'm gonna put this body to shame, wear a suit like my old man ``on and off
Pack up all my things and get my ass out of town ``friend of a friend
We've got it good, whether you like this town or not ``partners in crime
I know it's small but with a big head it's bound to get hot in the summer ``drinking/party friends
But the summer is a bummer if you can't leave this pathetic excuse for a town ``former enemies
That holds all your memories, a lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams ``practically family
To be anywhere but here, but baby anywhere is away from me ``attached at the hip
If you got it all figured out then what is there to shout about ``best friends
This Midwest town is gonna miss you ``close friends
Just go ahead and work it out, but first come on and let it out ``good friends
Scream it shout tell everybody how your gonna leave ``average friends
In about one year you'll have it all figured out, these big city dreams are what you're about ``forced friends
Walking like strangers among these states only time will tell how long I can wait ``acquaintances
Me again oh so casually, did you take the hit for me or the home team ``name basis
If you got it all figured out, then what is there to shout about, this Midwest town is gonna miss you ``childhood friends


»LEAPOFFAITH«
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by you again? ``one sided crush
I'm not that hard to notice, so stop trying to pretend ``past - specify
I'll FedEx you my love, I hope you sign for my heart `` mutual crush
Let's make this blank easel our work of art ``current
I gotta come up with a getaway to get you away ``enemies with benefits
Put on some jetpacks, so we can fly away ``friends with benefits
And hopefully you'll realize, what's going on between me and you ``one night stand/fling
Something new, foreshadowing at its best, ain't that the truth ``secret/forbidden
I'm like a kid in a candy store, ’cause I know what I'm looking for ``lust
It's one of a kind, takes one in a million to find, tell me if this rings a bell ``final&in love
She's short, cute, and glamorous in a nutshell ``attraction/flirting - specify
One day, I'll find you, anything, I'll do ``future
One day, you'll be mine, just give it time ``fiancee

»GETSMASHEDGATECRASH«
Fighting to keep this alive, constantly fighting to keep myself going ``hardcore
Dear friend, I haven't the slightest desire to help keep you going `` hate
Keep to myself all the time, kid it's better that way ``enemies
Try to avoid all the lines, but I can't have you stay ``avoidance
And the things that they say, fighting to keep this alive ``just about ex/ex friends
Constantly fighting to keep myself going, but I can't have you stay ``annoyance
Please don't run from your problems, you can't keep running, there's no place to go ``friendly rivals
As you escape from your life, this house becomes hollow ``jealous/envied - specify
And all we can do is just wait, sit here and wait for this train to arrive ``tolerated
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes ``dislike
Constantly giving into these moments that just bring me down ``backstabbed - specify
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around ``hated by association
Keeping to yourself is no way to live your life, you can't fight what's coming ``one sided hate
And all that you can do is sit back and realize, we'll be there ``rival cliques
Cause you keep waiting for someone to save you ``scared of - specify
Embrace you and take you away, far away, take you so far from this place ``fake enemies
Running away, so far away, I can't stay, I can't stay with you here ``argumentative


»DRIVINGNOWHERE«
It starts off with a lie, better yet, a bending of the truth that hurts like an aching in your tooth ``mixed feelings
So subtle and yet so strong, they’ll believe it’s true, so you just ignore that it’s wrong ``good/bad influence
It’s like a string that keeps tugging at your soul ``protective of - specify
If something doesn’t change then you swear it’s gonna swallow you whole ``love/hate
Tongue tied and out of touch, never thought it’d hurt this much ``respect - specify
Just let it go, the storm is over now ``mentor
Just let it out, the sun will shine, the tides are turning ``roommate
The flames may be low, but they’re still burning ``stalking - specify
Just try tonight, you only get one life to live, so live it out until your days are gone ``band mate
Times change, but people never do, we both know I changed myself for you ``secret - specify
You’re everything that I ever wanted, the only thing that I ever wanted ``obsessive
Was to see a smile across your face, but now we’re stuck in the same place ``family friend
And I’m waiting on you, and I’m waiting on you ``emotional support
Just let it go, just leave the past behind ``family - specify
And then you know that you will find everything that you have been looking for ``other - specify


»OHLOOKIEHERE«
Of course, the credits. No plot page is complete without them, unless you wanna get your ass sued for everything you've got, which Emmy doesn't. So, all the lyrics used here, as in the titles, relationships, and the little paragraphs up there are from the bands Hadouken!, Hollywood Undead, Bring Me The Horizon, nevershoutnever!, Divided By Friday, Nickasaur! and The Scene Aesthetic. I suggest you click those links and go listen. Don't steal this. If you wanna use it that bad, shoot me a PM and I'll most likely let you use it. But don't be a whiny bitch if I don't let you; there's obviously a good reason. Now to the RP rules. No serious relationships unless we've RPed or planned it. If you have an uber cool plot, but you're not sure if I like it, PM me. I'm not gonna freak out on you for suggesting something. When posting here, don't make it shorter than seven sentences. Honestly, all of the amazingly cool histories that make me very happy are pretty damn long. If I post in yours, you post in mine, and vice versa, of course. Just don't be stupid, and things will go fine.

[madisyn mitchell]

»THEEXAMPLE«

MADISYNDAHLIAMITCHELL

this girl's crashed eighteen parties, but only because the local kids told her to. and remember, she keeps her eye open for boys.

But the summer is a bummer if you can't leave this pathetic excuse for a town ``former enemies
That holds all your memories, a lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams ``practically family
To be anywhere but here, but baby anywhere is away from me ``attached at the hip
If you got it all figured out then what is there to shout about ``best friends

you see, madisyn says "ZOMG EXAMPLE MUCH?"

but madisyn says "for sure, you skank."

»GIRLS«

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this girl's crashed [b]age[/b] parties, but only because the [b]membergroup[/b] kids told her to. and remember, she keeps her eye open for [b]boys, girls, boys and girls[/b].

relationships here; quote above for colors!

[b]you see, charrie name says[/b] "first person history and feelings; seven sentences at least!"

[b]but madisyn says[/b] "leave blank or c+p what i said"[/center][/size]

»BOYS«

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three matching icons here
this boy's crashed [b]age[/b] parties, but only because the [b]membergroup[/b] kids told him to. and remember, he keeps his eye open for [b]boys, girls, boys and girls[/b].

relationships here; quote above for colors!

[b]you see, charrie name says[/b] "first person history and feelings; seven sentences at least!"

[b]but madisyn says[/b] "leave blank or c+p what i said"[/center][/size]

[madisyn mitchell]

THAT BOYS A HOXTON HERO,
SKINNY FIT JEANS AND DRESSED IN PINK

COOPERELVISBROOKS

this boy's crashed eighteen parties, but only because the local kids told him to. and remember, he keeps his eye open for girls.

So subtle and yet so strong, they’ll believe it’s true, so you just ignore that it’s wrong ``good influence
Scream it shout tell everybody how your gonna leave ``average friends
I know it's small but with a big head it's bound to get hot in the summer ``drinking/party friends
But the summer is a bummer if you can't leave this pathetic excuse for a town ``former enemies

you see, cooper says "madisynn ! okay, let me start out and say thay i really had no reason to "hate" her. it was stupid shit really, and we never really talked. it was more of just a dislike kind of thing. i heard that she was kind of like, i don't know - mean i guess? it sound really pathetic when i look back on it, because it really isn't normal for me to just downright dislike someone when i haven't talked to them. but one time at a party, i did indeed let myself go a bit, and we talked. if you were stupid enough and couldn't tell we did become friends after that, not amazing friends but good enough friends that if shes wasted and we run into each other at a party i'll give her a ride home or something if she needs one that night and i'll call her up every once and awhile to hang out. i guess you could call me a “good influence” too because i don’t drink half as much as anyone else in this city, but i don’t think that she follows my lead. it was weird to see how much we really do have in common, and what she really is was completely different then what i had originally thought of her to be. though we're not "great" or "amazing" friends, from what i see she’s mad chill, and i cooper elvis brooks have zero problems with her. "

but madisyn says "cooper is rad. like, fer reals. i remember seeing him around for a while, and we never spoke, but i still just got a bad vibe. i dunno, i'm weird like that. i kinda wanted to be friends with him, but i hate forcing my friendship onto someone that might not want it. anyways, we bumped into each other at a party -not literally, which is surprising for me- and we talked. i realized he was pretty freakin' cool, and he was someone i'd be friends with. we are, really. not bestestest friends, but pretty good friends. we hang out and all that fun stuff, but i haven't told him everything about me. i don't trust him enough for that yet. i barely trust anyone enough to tell them, though. i'm pretty sure he'd be okay with me if i told him though, because he doesn't seem to think i'm bad now. i don't think we'd be friends if he thought i was bad. he's kinda helping me with myself though too, because i'm used to being crazy and drinking a whole lot at parties for things to work, and when i see that he doesn't drink a lot and has fun, i have less of a desire to drink as much as usual. whatever, he's still awesome and someone i like having as a friend."

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KYLERPHEONIXJAMESON

this boy's crashed nineteen parties, but only because the local kids told him to. and remember, he keeps his eye open for boys and girls.

I know it's small but with a big head it's bound to get hot in the summer ``drinking/party friends
If you got it all figured out then what is there to shout about ``best friends
We've got it good, whether you like this town or not ``partners in crime
That holds all your memories, a lifetime of crushes and your broken dreams ``practically family
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by you again? ``one sided crush
She's short, cute, and glamorous in a nutshell ``attraction/flirting
It’s like a string that keeps tugging at your soul ``protective of you
It’s like a string that keeps tugging at your soul ``protective of me
And I’m waiting on you, and I’m waiting on you ``emotional support

you see, kyler says "syn baby! man, it's been a while with her. okay, well, not that long. it'd been two years since moving from new jersey to new york and i was fitting in... relatively well. i mean, sure, people liked me and the teachers were scared to tell me anything, but i still had some charm on the school. but anyways, getting back to the story. she bumped into me in the hallway looking for some class and i instantly noticed her british accent and i just had to mock it. don't get me wrong, british accents are hot and this one was especially hot on this girl but i just couldn't help it, my natural jackass kicked in. eventually i told her where the class was, just down the hall, and she told me that she'd help me work on my fake british accent. apparently, i failed spectacularly at mocking her. so anyways after that i went on my merry way when we bumpbed into each other again, and someone far more cheesier than me could blame destiny or fate or what the fuck ever but i'm just going to leave it on a series of coincidences. she helped me with the whole fake accent thing and i'm proud to say i'm pretty damn good at it now, thank you very much. we got along pretty well, mostly because she's not an idiot and has very good tastes in things (especially her pink hair). over the past few years we've became very good friends and pretty close, actually, and at one point she told me all about her life. she has a trust issue like me so it was actually a pretty good honor, and then i told her everything about my life. she's one of those few people that i can trust and, just like i'm not freaked out by her history, she's not about mine. at some points i think i may like her and all, especially since i don't deny how attractive she is, but i always talk myself out of it. not only is it cliche to fall for your best friend but i'd probably fuck up the relationship anyways. after all these years i value her frienship a lot, as cheesy as it may seem, and fucking it up would piss me off as much as i'd probably piss her off. basically there's no denying that madisyn mitchell is one of my best friends and i love her."

but madisyn says "kyler is such a freak! but i like him that way. we've been friends since i moved here. we met in my junior year on my first day in the school. it was my birthday, actually. i had been returned to society a week before that, and that was the week i moved to new york. anyways, i was walking around, looking for a classroom when i bumped into him. yeah, cliché, right? everyone bumps into their best friend. i asked him where the classroom was, and it turned out it was just down the hall. it wasn't that easy to get it out of him, of course. i had my accent then too, so he tried to mock it. i learned early on that everyone in the us tries to mock british accents. he couldn't get it, so i told him i'd have to help him. we went our separate ways then, but we ran into each other again soon after and i helped him with the accent thing then. me and kyler got along really well, which led to us hanging out more. over the past few years we've become veryveryveryvery good friends, and i trust him so much i've told him everything. he didn't seem very bothered by it, and that made me so happy. one thing that doesn't make me very happy is that i like him. at first i figured it was nothing, just one of those weird crushes that goes away after a few days. i know it isn't now, because i've felt this way for a few months. i try my best to keep it a secret, though i do get a little jealous when he talks about other girls. i'm still there for him though, and i listen when he needs someone to talk to."

THAT GIRLS AN INDIE CINDY,
LEGO HAIRCUT AND POLKA DOT DRESS